I have been feeling very manic-depressive the past two weeks. I don't know if it's spring fever, too much on my plate or the fact that the "crazy" inside of me is bubbling up and finally sick of being cooped up in that "normal" shell I try to show.
Even now, I need to vent here, but in the back of my mind I'm thinking about that application I desperately need to work on so i can finish it and polish it. And God, not to mention the mile long list that I haven't been doing because this and one other big project at work and redesigning the web site and creating an interactive, engaging online presence. Fuck yeah.
I totally missed my "alarm" this morning. I woke up at 7:30. I looked out the window and thought that it was awfully light out. Man, if only I got up and dressed as fast as I do the days I'm running late I'd have a whole two extra hours in my daily routine.
I miss the days when I was in that old workplace when I still wasn't in the real world. I was good at what I did. In fact, I was awesome. I rocked it out. Every day. It was fun, most of the people were supportive and I didn't feel so judged or so much of a loser.
My snow is FINALLY melting. I love my camera. I love the sunshine. Gah gah gah ... :-) I want cookies or cake ... CRAVING them so desperately. **trying not to have a Pepsi Twist ....
There was my vent. Now I must go back to work.
***Ohmmmmm, Ohmmmm*****
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