I totally pysched myself out for the real world. I couldn't sleep the night before. The whole day at the office I had a headache and felt like I was going to throw up.
Today, at Day 3, I am still keenly aware of all the stuff I don't know. But I feel some relief, and look forward to the day when it will all be familiar.
I just need to keep turning to my sources of constant support, and have them remind me why I'm at this point in the first place.
It will improve...but in the meantime it's awefully scarey.
Just like meantimes usually are.
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